I realize some are bigger and some may have thought I "carry the weight well" is that like pretty in the face? But it only matters what I feel like I this point of life!
I have a wonderful husband and lord knows I don't want another man in my life! I don't care what the young 20's or 30's or even some 40's think about me - I just want to feel good for me!
I may have to remind myself of this motto many times over the next bit but that is my motivation pure and simple - I want to wear what I like (jeans n tshirts! And hippie skirts and tops) and walk in and know a small - med will cover me! I want my feet to stop hurting and stuffing my face with junk cause it is free or cause I am emotionally too upset to unpack a box or create a good drawing or healthy meal!
I want to be healthy for me myself and my family! I want to be able to jump in a car and join any in activity I get included in! And I have a wonderful reason with number one grandbaby on her way!
So today started with a healthy (slow and steady) walk in the new neighborhood, and a Vi-shape shake and yogurt! (Yes I am hungry as I type thus! And thinking about the cupcakes the neighbor brought last night but going to put it off with a bottle of water)
Toss the cupcakes in the trash! I know it feels wasteful but as long as they sit in the house they will get eaten eventually..... seems obvious but I am just learning this myself ;)
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